Grades

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Okay so I came into this year promising myself I would actually work hard and do well in school. But I have lost all motivation to do so in the weeks since school started and I've only done homework once this year and only completeing a few projects. My grades are going down already and I throw out my report cards now before I get home. But according to the school's curriculum I shoold be getting good grades. Everyone else who is doing the same thing as me are getting good grades. On all my tests and quizzes I'm getting like 100% so why is it seeming like the tests have less value on my mark then the projects when it's the other way around?
I don't think in a million years I could ever bring myself to try hard in school. I don't want to be there, I don't give a damn about education, and my only motivation for school is something I don't even want.
My motivation is to get into Sheridan then work for Dreamworks and yes I am an animator and I want to be one but I don't want to work at a company or anybody in fact. All I want to do is animate for myself on my YouTube channel I mean it would be nice if I got payed for it but I hate the though of animating someone else's stories.
So in the end the only reason I'm still in school is because of my mom. I have no desire to be there if I could stay at home and animate the rest of my life without this education system shit then I'd be fine but that's not an option in today's fucked up society. The only other option for avoiding school is to kill myself.
So I'm stuck. I need at least and 80% final mark in all my classes without having to do much work at all. And somehow other people manage to do this so I have no flippin idea how this isn't working for me.
I hate school.
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Here's a thought: if you do school, get IBs and stuffs, then do uni and study whatever you do there, then you get a good job, get payed just enough for what you do in the modern society of hoarders, and live a happy life after that.
Oh who am I kidding school sucks. I get the whole teaching us new stuff thing, but then half, no, 99% of this curriculum stuff is revising what you already know. I swear, adults find fun in torturing us, doubly so when we get grumpy and sour about it, then they can tell us to shut up and go to our room. It's complete crap!